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The Peak of Sanity pt. 4The Peak of Sanity Pt. 4  by Steven the Loner  There is no stopgap between myself and insecurity,  I sit alone wallowing away my days with music and books,  There is nothing for me to celebrate,  Why celebrate the pain of 1000 misgivings,  The hurt of 1000 stinging remarks,  You all judge me,  And now I can honestly say,  I judge you too,  Always, Forever The Peak of Sanity pt. 4
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The Peak of Sanity pt. 3The Peak of Sanity Pt.3  by Steven the Loner   
I eat at the base of willow tree,  The darkness of forever slowly creeping up on me,  I know it's there though,   
It can't fool me,  I know it is weak,  Hiding like the shadows on a sunny day,   
Death the Unbreakable bond,  That's what separates all life,  Who accepts death and who fights it,   
I choose to fight,  The dark spirits will not, cannot, take over me,  I sit amongst this tree of life,   
Always, Forever.  Signed,  Steven the Loner The Peak of Sanity pt. 3
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The Peak of Sanity pt. 2The Peak of Sanity pt. 2  by Steven the Loner   
Why do I hate?,   
For the very reason you hate me,   
You hate me because you believe I'm different,   
I hate you because of your lack of understanding,   
It's a deadly cycle,   
One that manifests itself right before the wall,   
That wall you hit when you realize that you can accomplish no more,   
When you must accept your own destiny,   
Take back your jabs and be forced to open your mind,   
You don't want to see what I have to offer,   
Is what you have any better?,   The Peak of Sanity pt. 2
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The Peak of Sanity pt. 1The Peak of Sanity pt. 1   
The cold sweat comes back,   
It must be the suffering again,   
I've grown used to the pains in the middle of the night,   
The barren landscape shows me the hopelessness,   
I delve deeper into my own thoughts,   
I hit a wall,   
A sign painted on it says, "Go Back",   
God how I wish I heeded those words,   
Now I'm trapped,   
Trapped in my own dark corner of my mind,   
I'll stay here awhile,   
And keep company with the Darkness,   
Always, Forever   
 
   The Peak of Sanity pt. 1
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Why am I even here?

Mon Nov 17, 2008, 8:05 PM
I got pretty upset at another forum and came here out of desperation. I really don't know why. Why am I here? I don't feel loved whatsoever. I'm pretty alone here actually. This hurts a lot. I'm gonna see how long I can hold my breath measured in periods. Starting now.......................................................................Oh my god. That was a horrible idea. That sucked so bad. Okay I guess I'll go write something as long as I'm here.

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  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: I feel pretty....tied
  • Reading: Not happy, not sad, just....tied
  • Watching: Hmm
  • Playing: My face
  • Eating: Run that game
  • Drinking: I'm pretty sick kid

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  • Current Residence: Everywhere you see an es muy serioso face
  • Interests: Whatever I feel the need to do at that time
  • Favourite movie: The Kingdom
  • Favourite band or musician: Saliva and Black Stone Cherry
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite artist: Me
  • Favourite poet or writer: Clive Cussler
  • Favourite photographer: Me
  • Favourite style of art: I like MS Paint
  • Operating System: I use a Dell
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Shell of choice: Red shells are cool, green sucks
  • Wallpaper of choice: I prefer to use paint
  • Skin of choice: I'm white
  • Favourite game: Madden and Mario Kart
  • Favourite gaming platform: XBox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Daffy "The Daff Ass" Duck
  • Personal Quote: F**k You
  • Tools of the Trade: I use this computer

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~thermex2 Dec 17, 2007, 6:40:42 PM
Do you even know the meaning of the word prejudice? Tell that you know the meaning to a transgender that has to remain "in the closet" because society is ignorant on that issue due to the media blowing religion out of proportion.

Second, charity isn't everything. Some of us don't really do charities, but when the future comes, we will have the knowledge and resources to fix what really matters, like global warming. What have you done to fix that? Have you even thought about that?

Before saying nobody cares, try seeing beyond your town and your life.
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~Shady-Business Dec 17, 2007, 8:19:51 PM
What do you think the issue I was bring up was? That's what I was talking about. You say you read the posts but did you really? I wasn't just talking about helping needy people I was also talking about putting a stop to these prejudice attitudes. I think that transgenders and gays and anyone that is being discriminated against should be able to live freely. I'm sure this has been one huge misunderstanding.
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~thermex2 Dec 17, 2007, 9:05:49 PM
I read them all, and did you ever mention stopping prejudice? No.

But I've finally had it. You are never going to get it, so I'm done.
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!Comrade-Bea Dec 16, 2007, 6:49:49 PM
BAWWWWWWWWWWW.

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~M-tel Dec 16, 2007, 8:47:48 AM
Lol 27 year old Emo

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~Shady-Business Dec 16, 2007, 11:26:47 AM
You are by far one of the most ignorant people I have yet to meet here. You simply try to insult things that you could never understand.
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~M-tel Dec 16, 2007, 11:53:24 AM
You simply try to insult things that you could never understand.

Again with the emo stuff...
If I'm the most ignorant person you've met here, than you haven't seen many deviants.

Also: Look at yourself, you're nearing your 3rd decade of life (which I'm beginning to doubt) and yet you're caught up in writing angst ridden poetry that is usually written by depressed teenagers.

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~Shady-Business Dec 16, 2007, 1:55:01 PM
Believe it or not you do happen to come across as ignorant. Just because I have a different view on life doesn't mean that you need to tear down that person's ideas. It's people like you that make me sick. Maybe you should take a look at yourself in the mirror and the prejudice that you put forth. People like you make me absolutely sick to my stomach.
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~M-tel Dec 16, 2007, 2:00:56 PM
Oh wow, I'm telling you to get therapy if you're that depressed or stop acting like an angst ridden teen. If you want something done, like you said in that topic, then do something to better the world, don't moan to us. Also, saying "you make me sick" and "people like you" doesn't make you sound intellectual, it just makes you sound overly dramatic, and that re-enforces my point.

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